Let the cool goddess rust away.
Journal Entry: Sat Jan 19, 2008, 3:53 PM
As with many things, it's been a while since I've posted on here, and I miss it. Some things I don't miss.
For example, this chick who I was best friends with. Who understood me like no other. We very recently fell out because I made a joke about some other chick she was hanging out with being bulimic. Shit happens. Anyway, there were these awkward two months in which she was still talking to my boyfriend whilst awkwardly avoiding me and it got gay, so I did something I wouldn't normally do and e-mailed her. Anyway. It didn't work, I've moved on. I feel like I've grown up more in the past few weeks then I have my whole life up to this point. That e-mail was cathartic. So was being caught in a hailstorm with my boyfriend and realising it was the same place we used to sit when we'd finished our GCSE exams in the summer. I'd never seen anything so big and beautiful shivering.
I may not like the way the world is, but I'm happy.
I may not be perfect, but I'm pretty.
I may not be the smartest, but someone out there loves me.
If I'm not a poet I can still be a mother.
I'm brave, all things considered.
I no longer wish everyone knew how funny I can be.
I resent the suggestion I have to fight aging/weight gain/grays/leg hair/myself.
I am happy!
Happy!
(Now go make yourself a chocolate drink, spend a few minutes actually looking at the window, teach yourself to do sit ups properly, find an aquarium. Look into the aquarium. Discover why cows are beautiful. Smile at people carrying instruments on public transport. Smile like an idiot.)
Devious Comments
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*ViaMi ~fineart-photography ~SpotOn *Ex-po-zure
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*ViaMi ~fineart-photography ~SpotOn *Ex-po-zure
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He's a boy, you wanna girl so tear off his cock, ties his hair in bunches, fuck him, call him Rita if you want,
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He's a boy, you wanna girl so tear off his cock, ties his hair in bunches, fuck him, call him Rita if you want,
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A stitch in time mucks up the space-time continuum.
Clicking this link will give you superpowers*.
*May just be a very sneaky way to make you look at my page. But probably not.
I was in Ios (in the Greek Cyclades) on holidays with a bunch of my closest friends this Summer. One suffocatingly hot evening, we were on the beach throwing a rugby ball around. I nearly fainted from the smoldering heat, because I'd been running more than usual. I dragged my legs over to the sea to cool down and I'll never forget the sensation of goosebumps on my arms and legs, the instantaneous jolt of energy and adrenaline which surged through me as I soared through a blue-wall of the best tasting salt water I had ever accidentally ingested. I was so grateful of the sea that day, normally it intimidates me.
Reading your pieces reminded me of that day. Your honesty is refreshing and your talent is intimidating.
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I saw our sad Messiah. He was bored and tired of my laments. He said, "I died for you one time, but never again".
-Brand New (Limousine)
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He's a boy, you wanna girl so tear off his cock, ties his hair in bunches, fuck him, call him Rita if you want,
I shall be watching...hmm, that sounds mildly threatening... oops ^^
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Work is the curse of the drinking classes - Oscar Wilde
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My utility belt tells me it's to the bar, Batman
Oh, and thankyou for the continuing support love. ^^ x
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He's a boy, you wanna girl so tear off his cock, ties his hair in bunches, fuck him, call him Rita if you want,
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"As you from your crimes would pardoned be/Let your indulgence set me free."
~Prospero, "The Tempest"
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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Razorblade Kisses; A Beautiful Nightmare..
Thankyou pet!
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He's a boy, you wanna girl so tear off his cock, ties his hair in bunches, fuck him, call him Rita if you want,
In a good way ofcourse. lol. ;3
I've always wondered what it'd be like to come by a poet who doesn't go through the fluffiness of clouds, the warmth of the sun or the blind love that makes a person feel all fuzzy inside. Let alone in that perfect structure, rhthym and rhyme.
How there's the reality that, compared, seems incredibly surreal like a nightmare.
Ofcourse..I'm sayin' that as the opposite kind of person of ya. x3 many ways. really.
p.s- feel free to hide this if ya want, I have a tendency to write long/incorrect comments all the time. ;3 Lol.
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Evasive boredom gets the best of us procastinating fuckers.
There shouldn't be a reason in order to interact with someone, other than that you can.
Do not fear affecting someone's life, the only person to blame is the one who can't handle love.
Miss your comments!!!
love,
Caylyn
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I'll heal your wounds, I'll set you free, I'm Jesus Christ on ecstasy....
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